You know whats fucking scary? The fact that I could literally change my life at any moment. I could stop talking to everyone that makes me unhappy. I could kiss whoever i want. I could shave my head or get on a plane or take my own life. Nothing is stopping me. The entire world is in my hands, and I have no idea what to do with it.
Today was a beautiful day spent mostly outside and I encountered a total of eleven different bugs, seven of which crawled on me. I also spent time barefoot in the grass, leaned against some trees on campus, and felt completely humbled by the whole experience. What a wonderful earth day.
Finals are done early May! And I know it sounds super cliche and ordinary but I thoroughly enjoy Aldous Huxley’s work and e.e. cummings poetry. But hey, as cliche as it might seem, they’re well known for a reason. So you’ve almost been there for a year? That must be so great. When are you coming back?